to desire the replica

posted on: November 9th, 2009

I was 19 when the Berlin wall came down, and I was 31 when I had the opportunity to stand in front of what remains of it. Though there is little left of the original wall, it was a powerful moment for me. The front of the remaining section is now a gallery of sorts, each panel a different artists view. I took this photograph of the backside- the parts that few go around to see. The graffiti on the peeling surface is a different type of art. A little less pretty, and a little more raw. I remember watching the footage 2 decades ago, strangers side by side pulling down chunks of it, tearing it apart with bare hands. The faces of the older people who had lived with that wall cutting them in two is something that I will never forget. Each one of them wore a look of awe as though to say “It was wrong, it shouldn’t be here, but I never believed that I would see it crumble.”

There are so many daily atrocities in this world, so many times that human rights are trod on without regard, and it continues to happen. Day after day after day. It’s easy to be overwhelmed by it all, to get buried under the hate and the evil and the despair. That reason is also why it is so important to remember things like 20 years ago today the Berlin wall came down. Those pin pricks of light are what give us the hope that a wrong can be made right. A change can be made.

We are not very good at being a human race. We fuck it up on a horrifically regular basis. Not just small mistakes, enormous ones that tear at our moral fiber, that challenge the very right to life of some, and that show our ugly side in the things that we are willing to do to one another. Remembering the end of the Berlin Wall and the faces of those people as they watched it fall is the little pin prick of light that I need to remind me that it isn’t all dark. Mostly, but not all. Sometimes we get it right.

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Brian Smart Says:

The problem is that when we get it wrong a lot of people usually pay for it in a big hurry. My son and I were watching a NG documentary last night on the Nazi’s Einsatzgruppen and their actions in Poland, Ukraine and Russia. I’d never seen some of that footage before; the sight of the young woman in Ivanhorod, turing her back in an efforet to try and shelter her infant from a soldier standing just a few feet away, with his rifle at her just made my jaw drop

Jeannie Says:

Mankind has suffered under the delusion that we are superior to all other acts of creation when, in fact, we are only given a choice - and what we choose, too often, is evil. Maybe we are getting a tiny bit better - at least we are learning to recognize it sooner for what it is.

brad Says:

this was great; the way you make something so huge appear so attainable.

and it’s so hopeful, because the look on their faces — the one while saying, “It was wrong, it shouldn’t be here, but I never believed that I would see it crumble” — is one I hope we have more and more often.

Joe Public Says:

Don’t be awash in your own accolades of self gratification. This wall was not unique and little has changed. Israel continues to assemble a replacement over Palestine. As do the Americans over Mexico. Afghanistan. Korea. The list goes on. There are more walls now than there were 20 years ago. Nothing has been learned if you do not use the light filtering through the cracks to grow hope, so pick up the fight and carry on. Endlessly. Carry on.

Kim Says:

Joe Public
“Don’t be awash in your own accolades of self gratification.”
Hmmmm. Exactly where was I? I’ve re-read the post and can’t seem to pin point the spot. As for the rest of your comment, it was all pretty much covered quite clearly in the last two paragraphs, don’t you think? So I guess your comment is just a regurgitation of sorts from the original. Wait a minute- wouldn’t that make the “awash in your own accolades of self gratification” comment more aptly suited to you?

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